im sorry for not being a gd fren.

one who can give assurances and provide a gd listening ear.

all along i was aware of my bad habits.

just didnt know it became the root of all problems.

or maybe, deep down i actually knew.....

who knows. doesnt matter much now i guess.

im not hinting that im giving it up... just dun want to 勉强.

if one day i hv grown to be a better listener and advisor,

probably.. by then.. we can start sharing like old times again.

probably.

i.

the problem is i.

started with i

ended with i.

im back

for now at least. like erina, i need entertainment. signing into msn at 1149pm on the sat with the F1 race gg on.

no one online to gossip with.

and im thinking of someone.

hmmph.

and so today was reallly a nice night with eileen and gh.

i didnt realise how much i missed them till tonight.

to me, girlfriends are always reliable.

too bad im even straighter than the horizon that i wont ever be another lindsay lohan.

im still thinking.

stop it.

oh one more thing.

im pretty amazed at how some ppl can still hang out thou they might nt lk one of them.

not tt i haven been in this situation before.

i dun pity the person being disliked . cos i think person X deserves it.

X has a problem with his/her character to begin with.

cannot be trusted is what i will say.

boo.

stopping here to prevent kharma.

still thinking of..

period.

bye.

lucky i am.

unsure i am.

average i feel.